My experience when my son was diagnosed with his devastating life limiting disease called Canavan disease. That was the day my life turned upside down and inside out. My lived experiences being a mom to a medically fragile child. How being a special needs mom looks different from others and the challenges we face. The fight for my life dealing with grief loss and trauma. The strength it took to climb out of a dark place and deciding to make the best out of our situation.

Grief changed me in ways I never expected. I became angry, lost, and disconnected from the person I used to be. This is the story of some of the darkest years- and how I slowly began finding my way back.

The day my life changed forever. After receiving my sons scary diagnosis I was heartbroken. My whole world was turned upside down and inside out. I never saw this coming as i was filled with darkness and anger I had a spiritual experience like never before. My journey caring for a medically fragile son and becoming a special needs parent. Through this journey I have found wisdom healing and faith. My son was my biggest teacher and best friend. How I coped with Grief loss and